and now i have finally seen the light.

♦ but some kind of madness is swallowing me whole.
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♦ but some kind of madness is swallowing me whole.
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♦ but some kind of madness is swallowing me whole.
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♦ but some kind of madness is swallowing me whole.
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♦ give me something to believe in, 'cause i don't believe in you anymore, anymore ; i wonder if it even makes a difference to try, so this is goodbye.
|| makes me wonder ♦ maroon 5 ||
 
wow, it's been two weeks since i've made an actual set. i really haven't been on my laptop so i guess that's kind of why.
 
anyways, how have you all been? i hope good. i've just been really busy with school and sports so i haven't had a ton of time to come on here. when i'm on, i'm usually on mobile and i get lazy with responding to messages on mobile.
 
on another note, i guess i just get bored with responding to messages that say the same thing over and over again. if you're not gonna try having an actual conversation with me, i'm not gonna try either. that might sound blunt, but i'm just being honest.
 
okay. done talking about that. along with that, i promise that i'm still here for all of you. a lot of people don't ask me for help, but that's the main reason why i'm here. i think a lot of anons forget about that now. you shouldn't hesitate to ask for help. i'm willing to give the best advice that i can.
 
okay. i have to get ready and leave soon so i'm gonna wrap this up.
 
i hope you all have a good day. c:
 
- harry.
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♦ but i'm not crazy, i'm just a little unwell ; i know, right now you can't tell ; but stay a while and maybe then you'll see a different side of me.
|| unwell ♦ matchbox twenty ||
 
^ that song tho.
 
why did i make a black and white set. i always hate my black and white sets. oh well. i felt the need to make a set because it's kind of been a while. kind of. i don't know.
 
anyways, i hope you've all been doing well. the only reason i'm making this set right now is because i had a snow day and i honestly have nothing better to do. but yeah. i hope you all have a good day. and a good weekend. wow, i'm being boring. i have no idea what to say.
 
so lately i've come to the realization that i don't really have many friends. sure, i talk to a lot of people, but i don't really have lively conversations with many of them. it seems like all of the people i get close to turn on me in some way. so i guess what i'm trying to say is that i need more friends. and not just people who continuously ask me how i am and what's up. i'm talking about people that i can have real conversations with and have a good laugh with. because i miss having people like that.
 
wow. that sounded pathetic. i think i'll leave it at that because i really have nothing else to say.
 
have a good weekend. c:
 
- harry.
♦ and i don't know what i'm supposed to do, but if she feels bad then i do too, so i let her be.
@j3-nnifer ,
 
this set was obviously very rushed and doesn't have much to it, but i have homework to do so i had to decide between making a nice set and a shitty letter, or a shitty set with a better letter. i decided that the letter would be more important, so there's a shitty set for you. cx
 
anyways, i've been planning to write you a letter for a little while now, and i decided that today would be the perfect day because, well, i think you deserve a letter. well, you deserve nice things all the time, but . . . you know what i mean. this is getting awkward so i'm just going to begin.
 
well, i've seen that you're sad today and i really don't like that. when you're happy, i'm happy. so that means when you're sad, i'm sad. you're my everything so when you cry, it's like everything around me is just crumbling. i don't like it when you cry because i don't know what to do. i mean, i try to hold you and say things to make you feel better, but i never feel like i'm doing enough for you. honestly, i never feel like i'm doing enough for you which is part of the reason why i'm writing this letter. i always feel like you deserve more than i give you because somebody as flawless as you deserves, well, everything. so i guess i'll just have to continue trying to be your everything.
 
i don't understand how anybody could ever insult anybody as perfect as you. you're everything i've ever wanted and more. you're cute beautiful, gorgeous, stunning, adorable, lovely, ravishing, and everything in between. and i'm not just talking about your looks or personality separately. you're all of that inside and out. i could never ask for anything more in a girl. you've given me everything i've ever wanted and i'm never going to take that for granted.
 
i sure hope you know that i love you. a lot. so much. more than anything. you're the only thing that makes me happy sometimes and i sure hope that i never lose you. i honestly don't know what i'd do with myself if you were to let me go. i need you. and once again, i love you.
 
i feel like i'm starting to ramble and i'm probably embarrassing myself and boring you so i think i'll end this here. this probably sucked, but i hope it at least made you feel a little better. then i'll at least know i did something right.
 
so lastly, you're very beautiful, whether you believe it or not, and i love you so much. ♥
 
- harry.
♦ so tell me how does it feel, how does it feel to be like you? ; i think your mouth should be quiet, 'cause it never tells the truth now.
|| with ears to see and eyes to hear ♦ sleeping with sirens ||
 
wow. i haven't made an actual set in ten days. i would say that it's because i've been busy, but that would be a lie. i'm just really lazy, to be honest. i've had the tab open for making this set for over two hours. procrastination at its best. cx
 
anyways, how have you all been? i hope great. i still kind of suck at consistently replying to most of my messages and i apologize for that. i'll get to all of my messages once this is posted. i should be kind of on and off for the night. i have to shower in a bit, but that's about it. so i should be able to talk to most of you. c:
 
before i go, i thought i'd remind you all that you're beautiful. i used to feel like i did this too much, but since i haven't posted a set in over a week, i guess i'm all set. but yes. you. you're gorgeous. and i want you to believe that. your eyes, your face, you're personality . . . you're just beautiful all around. and if you don't believe it or you need help, message me. i'm here to help. i feel like i'm a suckish anon and i want to make a difference.
 
on another note, i think i'm just going to start tagging my inbox and other people that i just feel like should be tagged. so yeah. that's about it.
 
have a good night, beautiful. c:
 
- harry.
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♦ i don't wanna ever love another, you'll always be my thunder.
@j3-nnifer ,
 
i apologize for this awful looking set. but my plan is to get this done before midnight here so it's the same date in both of our time zones, alright? so apologizing if this whole thing sucks in general. .-.
 
i think you probably know what i'm doing. we both agreed to take things slow, and i think we've taken them slow enough and it's about time for me to do this. and i guess waiting would make it more of a surprise. and now i'm just rambling so um. moving on. cx
 
when we first started talking, i had no idea that you'd end up meaning this much to me. i know i've said that before, but it's the truth. i wasn't even sure if we'd become close friends, but look at us now. i can't get enough of you and you mean so much to me. and when i say that you mean a lot to me, i mean a whole lot. i honestly don't think you're aware of the effect you have on me.
 
i enjoy talking to you more than anybody else. i love how we both know that we like each other, but we still act like best friends. we can have serious moments, but we can also joke around. i'm able to be myself around you, and you don't judge me for that. well, most of the time. cx but that's beyond the point. i just love talking to you. c:
 
ooh. twelve minutes to midnight here. i need to finish this so if you happen to say yes, we won't have two different dates for an anniversary. o;
 
i wish i could make this more special, but i think i'll close it by saying that i want you to be mine. i don't want to have to worry about anybody else taking you away from me. and most of all, i just want to be able to call you my girlfriend.
 
so jen, will you be my girlfriend? ♥
♦ we won't stop 'til it's over ; won't stop to surrender.
|| sweet disposition ♦ the temper trap ||
 
good evening, everyone. c: i never had the chance to ask you all how your valentine's day went. so how'd it go? i hope incredible. well, i ended up having a real valentine. i didn't expect to, but it happened. and it was quite amazing. i had a great night. i dunno. i've just been really, really happy lately. c:
 
anyways, i'm in a really good mood. i have all of next week off from school. so i have a lot of days to stay up late and sleep in. sounds like a good time to me. but i know it will fly by because breaks always go by so much faster than they should. .-.
 
once again, i apologize for being so bad at responding to my messages. i get distracted so easily and asdfghjkl. i can't help it. :c after i post this, i'm probably going to be on mobile for a while, so if my replies are slow, that's why. it's hard to reply to a lot of things at once on mobile. .-. so yeah.
 
but lastly, i hope you all have a great night. c:
 
- harry.